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Our Sisters Lead Us Down Below

from Deis Sanguinus by Without History

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Featuring the Big Gay Choir reading excerpts from The Golden Bough.

Victorian classicists often linked the downfall of Rome with the "degeneracy" of queer public life, and often named the Cult of the Great Mother and spat their horror at self castrated trans women. Meanwhile, the Gallae baptised themselves in the blood of a sacrificed bull and cared for each other as children following this rebirth. All speculation about this community of trans women loving each other sexually as well as spiritually is my own based on *ahem* experience in modern trans femme communities.

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Violence,
As soft as a mother’s hand.
Spectacle,
For lovers and the damned.

Our sisters lead us down below,
Their gentle touch encouraging caress.
Rebirth for us alone.
A bloody rite to let us come back home.

Copper stench of sacrifice,
Fresh shit stink of terror.
The bull lows in fear.
The knife shines in darkness.
Fresh wounds call out for our sisters’ succour.
A love that passes by the knowledge of all others.
The moment draws near,
A throat slit in sacrifice.
A stillness in the dark.
A moment pure and holy.
And flow.

The puckered asshole stench
As the copper burns into our eyes.
Blood slick skin and nervous sweat
Of newfound desire.
We scream as we cum.
Scream as we become.
Goddess fuck us whole.
Goddess fuck us holy.

We become, we are one,
As Attis we are whole.
Fuck me goddess.

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from Deis Sanguinus, released June 11, 2021

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Without History Wales, UK

Without History is one trans girl, her bass guitars and her looper. Exploring trans history through neofolk and post punk inspired music these songs try to imagine the lives of our trans ancestors in all their messy queer detail.

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